Baru satu menit lalu nih... hahaha...

Well, I didn't make it through.
I'm not ashamed, I'm not frustrated.
I deserve it for sure, I didn't give my best shot that time though.

Looks like my passion for going abroad is changing with something called 'commission' that spread on DA. I don't like to study architecture for more though... (Well, it's not because I am not accepted, it purely comes down from the bottom of my heart, I barely found that it is amazing few months before the decision.)

And, amazingly, I feel happy. Well, a bit disappointing though, lol, I'm not that unfeeling robots.
What do I expect from a messy application? Awkward score? Terrible essays? LOL, I become ashamed when I reread my application.

This is God's way, I accepted it. Thanks to those who support me all the time. Really appreciate it. Sorry I can't make it through.



Saa, soro soro jikan da? Chigau, soryanaize.
Watashi wa watashi, anata wa anata. Watashitachi wa ganbarimashita.

"Homo proponit, sed Deus disponit"

Watashi wa ano kotoba ga shinjiru desu.
Hontou ni arigatou gozaimashita.

:D

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Udah dua tahun gue muter-muter dunia maya bermodalkan internet yang mulai dari bapuk abis-abisan sampe lumayan cepet kek sekarang ini. Udah dua tahun pula gue join suatu forum, bahkan pernah menjabat sebagai petinggi di sana. Kenalan gue lumayan banyak, mulai dari mahasiswa, orang kerja sampe anak SMP yang sama-sama menggandrungi anime dan manga.

Nah.

Berdasarkan dua tahun itu, ekspresi orang saat mengetahui bahwa gender gue cewek adalah:
- shock
- tidak percaya
- tertawa
- bingung
- malu

Yang jadi pertanyaannya adalah: apa gaya menulis gue di dunia maya ini adalah gaya menulis para pria!?

satu contoh:


Yah... ngga masalah sebenarnya sih...
Lucu malah...

Tapi kan...

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